http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/ X-BLOG // It's all about me Thu, 16 Nov 2006 07:55:00 PST http://www.blogdrive.com Copyright 2006. http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/87.html Sun, 12 Nov 2006 08:17:27 GMT Currently Reading: Robert Ludlum's The Cassandra Compact by Robert Ludlum & Philip Shelby Aye what's up all? Right now I'm in the condo. Bout to go to Sandara's birthday show w/ Emz at Zirkoh. What else is going on? Everybody is moving on to bigger & better things which is always great. Me? Apparently still holding on to a lofty dream, but what's wrong with that? Hey neh what? I've been feeling really alone lately........ Ya I guess that's it. I'm out. Bye! I don't want to be anything other than what I've been trying to be lately All I have to do is think of me and I'd be... (more) http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=87 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/86.html Fri, 27 Oct 2006 04:24:54 GMT Wow, I finally got the feeling to blog again! So what's been up with me? There was this song I had to record with a composer, which I missed b/c I've been sick for the last week. I haven't been going to the gym either. What else??? Let's see… Ayie celebrated her 18th birthday at Discovery Suites last 19th. It's almost November, but whatevs, BELATED HAPPY BIRTHDAY SIS! Dani's home! Only until Sunday though. But we (my HM sisters & I) are making sure we spend some quality time with her while she's here. We even went to Tagaytay last Tuesday! So much fun! We'll surely gonna... (more) http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=86 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/85.html Sun, 15 Oct 2006 06:48:37 GMT To my dearest family & friends... Thanks for celebrating my birthday with me!!! Thanks for all the greetings & presents!!! I had a fantastic time & it's so memorable!!! Thank you & love you all!!! Hugs from KRYSTEL http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=85 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/84.html Tue, 12 Sep 2006 18:41:25 GMT I've been very up & down with being happy & also spiritually. I mean overall, things are great. Life, though very hard, is awesome. But yeah... At some points in the past, I hated EVERYTHING, including life. (Hah! Drama & depression!) It all seems so dumb now, but back then it was crazy. I avoided God until there was nothing to turn to. So basically, I turned to God. I turned to Jesus. But my point is... With God, there is really nothing we can't handle. You just have to listen to Him speaking to your heart & trust Him to have peace of mind. I am really appreciating life... (more) http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=84 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/83.html Sun, 03 Sep 2006 06:44:19 GMT There's no way I'll miss this for the world: The men who fill my dreams since God knows when! Ya, even gay Mark. Well actually, especially Mark, hahaha! B/c he sings like no other! Gaaaahhh... http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=83 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/77.html Thu, 24 Aug 2006 10:02:53 GMT I am back to normal again. I've been getting enough sleep to think with clarity, stopped drinking coffee (something that has kept me sane during the days) & shopped an effing lot (which makes me officially broke). Ganun lang talaga yun. Sad, but everyone gets hurt from time to time & when you're down, you just have to think of all the good things in life to pick yourself back up. I don't care that I was/am/will be questioned about how I felt nor how I reacted b/c I know I was just being true to myself. You know me. What you see is what you get. Ya, it's just a matter of acceptance... (more) http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=77 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/82.html Thu, 17 Aug 2006 17:12:07 GMT It is still going on in my head. I can't put it all down b/c I can't put all my feelings into words. I just know that I am way too passionate & emotional about the things I try to keep close to me. Some things I try to understand, but just can't. I don't want to feel the way that I do, but it's still there. Can't deny it. Have you ever felt that no matter how much you care, it just isn't enough? Exactly. Alright... Well... Something that doesn't seem so negative... Meet my new baby! It somehow helps, you know. Thanks Mom & Dad! http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=82 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/81.html Mon, 14 Aug 2006 10:07:59 GMT Broken Music Broken music A beautiful tune Skipping in & out A chaotic tumble Turning distant Then loud A bittersweet jolting From the faulty speakers A smooth voice & soft strumming But the listener can't hear Going deaf every few seconds And then regaining what they lost Broken music But who broke it? Things go in cycles, I guess. I was feeling great, but now I don't know. Weirdly enough, I have a few friends feeling the same way. I think I would have to watch out for my sanity (or what's left of it). I was not very mature. I hate myself for being so sensitive. It's starting to... (more) http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=81 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/78.html Mon, 07 Aug 2006 04:15:05 GMT Hey, it's been a while. I don't know where I left off in my last update... But before anything else, here's a pic of me with my HM sisterz Me-an, Toni, Thea & Iya the last time we hung out at Red Box (Greenbelt). We also saw Pirates of the Caribbean: Dead Man's Chest that time. Oh how I really love Johnny Depp's character! Anyhows... Things are looking a bit brighter. I have had enough with the silence~everything I had to hide from him. In that situation, I wasn't just involved, but also someone I care for dearly. All along I thought he didn't give a damn. It's like sharing a mutual... (more) http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=78 http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/archive/76.html Sun, 16 Jul 2006 12:20:14 GMT It doesn't get any easier, just harder. http://lost-sparkle.blogdrive.com/comments?id=76